Well, I've decided to ditch the countdown since I am so far behind, and recounting the last week and a half is proving to be way to difficult... So here's the Coles Notes:
I am SUPER excited about new guy. We shall call him K, so I don't have to keep typing out new guy., sound good? Soooo, he's kinda blowing my socks off (not literally) with how genuine he is... and while I am trying to stay somewhat guarded, he's doing a good job of breaking down the walls.
I am still however, putting in a valiant effort for 45 days. THAT is going to be a bit difficult this weekend since we've pretty much planned the whole thing together. Including sleepovers. Yes, you read that right: PLURAL.
Listen. I know I'm a grown up. I also know that I can do whatever the fuck I want. My issue here lies in the fact that every.single.time I go down the sex road, I end up getting completely blindsided and broken.
OH MY GOD IS IT ME?
Naw. I'm awesome.
Truth is, the men I meet and fall for all have one thing in common: They don't want a relationship. And the other thing? They don't want to tell me they don't want a relationship.
K is different. He was super honest and upfront from the beginning. HE WANTS A RELATIONSHIP. He isn't just around to get laid. He isn't freaked out about a single mom in her mid-thirties. (That last one seems unbelievable to me, but that's just my own hangup, right?)
Basically what I am telling you is that going super slow is really the right thing to do here. And that goes against everything I have ever done before. I don't even know how to. But it seems to be happening kinda naturally here.
So technically Day 45 is October 30,
And this weekend is only October 3-5.
There are loopholes.
I'm gonna find them. Obviously.
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