I'm still a card carrying member.
While I can't say things aren't workeing out with K, I also can't say they have. Things came to a screeching halt two weeks ago, and they don't appear to be catching up any time soon. And while we still make plans to hang out, there is very little of any thing "coupley"...
Let me explain...
K has some serious hang ups. Hang ups I was a little suspicious about, based on some things he told me, but hang ups that are a little more extreme than I was ready to accept, and now I'm unsure if I am willing/able to deal with at all.
For a young good looking guy, his dating experience is quite limited. In fact, he's been single for almost all of his 20's and has said none of the few women he has 'seen' in the last 10 years would be considered a girlfriend.
Red flag? You bet. He has these giant walls built around him, and very little interest in lowering them.
And that includes for me.
So... at this point, I owe him nothing. We aren't a 'couple'. We aren't anything really. He has decided that this 'relationship' (if I can call it that) is on his terms, or no terms. And I am not willing to allow that without compromise.
So I'm dating again. And not looking back.
I deserve the real thing.
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